feelings.

i cant explain this feeling really.
if u noticed lately, i've been really emo.
and im never emo.not really.
its depressing.the wheathers not helping.
and i cant go out, so its even more depressing.
and its just, unexplainable.haih.

this has got to be the worst hols ever.

happy just seems so far away.

and i've got serious mixed up feelings.damnit.